Worry

Endo doc made one change to the dinner ratio.  Numbers were better yesterday but I still think we need to change a few more.  I think his honeymoon is basically over.  I worry.  He's been more tired and I'm sure it's the higher blood sugars making him feel worn out.  I worry what kind of damage it's doing to his organs.  I worry about the long term effects.  I worry that we're getting this all wrong.  I worry because he thinks higher numbers are okay compared to low readings.  He can't comprehend the future.  He's only 9.